Monday, August 07, 2006
time went past like a breeze, really like a breeze. can you believe it? it is august now and soon, the september holidays will be here and then poof! christmas. and there goes one whole year. i think one of the reasons is that the time i spend at home is getting lesser and lesser and by the time i start to feel comfortable at home, it's another new day of school and this goes on for 5 days in a week. haha. den saturday, BB in the morning and training in the afternoon. sunday church. so yes, i spend really little time at home.

Yeah uh uh
So much stress keeps running through my mind now.
Fell into a mess that I that wish that I could climb out.
I guess I hide it so nobody’ll find out,
The way everyone thinks that everything is fine now.

So God if your there do u understand?
Don’t you care about anything that’s happenin?
It’s not fair to put me through all this junk again.
You see that I’m scared, so help me if you can.

So please speak loud and clear ‘cause I’m listenin'.
I need to know that you’re real ‘cause I’m strugglin'.
You need to show that your here ‘cause I’m stumblin'.
Show me that you care this is why I’m saying this

Are you real?
I want to know (I want to know)
Are you real?
Then let it go (you got to let it go)

Are you real?
I want to know (I want to know)
Are you real?
Then let it show (you got to let it show)

It was right then, when everything began to change.
I started looking at these things in a different way.
I saw life through God’s eyes and it wasn’t the same,
And it was right at the time I called on your name.

Then I saw all these lies that was thrown away.
I recognized that I need you and on that day,
I cried out and seek you, that was when you came.
Now that I see you, I’ve been through a major change.

And I believe that you’re real ‘cause its so plain.
I finally feel I can make it through anything.
It don’t matter what they speak or if they hate.
They can’t keep me down no more ‘cause I seen your face.


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